The hidden time capsule

♥ Listening to : Natalie Merchant - Motherland

When i was watching those document papers slip out piece by piece from the photostat machine, my little tiny brain had recall back certain memory in sudden.

Few weeks ago, we went back to Pasir Panjang in Negeri Sembilan ( hometown of my mum and kai ma ) for tomb sweeping. On the way home, Vivien asked me how she would be after 10 years.

Seriously, I think she gonna own few tens of credit card, few wardrobes stuffed with uncountable clothes/shoes and surely will be in debt( LARGE amount of debt ). Her friends have the same thought as well. So, Vivien Tan you better find a well-paid job or a rich guy as your boyfriend.

Then, how about myself?

I don't have any idea about that actually since i took a path which leads to numerous of unknown. If i have choose to further my study in accounting, the ME after ten years will be predictable then.

Back to 10 years ago which is year 1999( 8 years old ), I was damn ambitious to be a scientist that time. I wish i can invent lot of machines in order to help people and find out the way to get rid of those incurable sickness. Oh gosh, i was such an innocent and naive boy back then. Accountant was another option i have filled into the blank space. This is because accountant seems can earn a lot of money under influence of my kai ye. This has shown the realistic side of myself.

But right now, neither of these two will be my future job.

So, have you achieved what you wished for in ten years before? And how do you think I would be after ten years?






* Mum and dad are coming to KL tomorrow. Wheeeeeee =D

The long sigh of a naive boy

♥ Listening to : Jon Mclaughlin - Human

The weather is still that insanely hot, WTH. Actually, the enclosed office without proper cooling system is the reason I feel hot every second now. Kai ye, please ask somebody to service the air conditional if you don't want to see your kai zai died because of dehydrated while working.

Hookay, just forget the fact that I had been half-boiled and moves on.

Oh my, my scalp fur has reached the length that touches my eyes if I didn't push it aside. Looks like it's the time for me to a hair cut and i feel i want something short, quite short. So, I asked Vivien what hairstyle I can get next yesterday. She told me that I have nice cheekbone and anything will do it beside keep mentioning how cute her oppa taemin is. I was wondering is that such thing true before I get distracted by nice bokeh pictures she shown me and WII playing session with Willy boy. And then the conversation ended up with no result.

Vivien said my hair is ugly last time( Amy heard that ) but telling me it is nice now, confusing right? And both the hairstyles are the same obviously, okay?

It's been a bit lifeless after I came to KL since i only have to work and goes through a normal lifestyle. Oh well, at least I won't get hungry or can't sleep well anyway and I appreciate that. Thanks God.

Somehow and for some reason, i started to blog in English recently. Who knows this will continue for how long. Until then, everyone please has a good day. =D

Edited : The office has turned cool suddenly few minutes after i posted this. Isn't that a marvelous miracle. hehehe
Edited again : There are 3 people servicing the air conditional now. I just posted about that then they are here. Such coincident.♥

In the summer sunny days

♥ Listening to Kelly Clarkson - Cry

Sigh, I'm back to work now after a week rest. The office is insanely HOT HOT HOT. I feel like I'm a piggy that being roasted in a super huge oven. I'm melting..melting..evaporating..evaporating..and gonna disappear soon...

Beside of melting, I have to drown immerse myself into hell-loads of paper work. The damn stubborn old photostat machine is bullying me by making sure the paper jam happened all the time.

Recently, the rhythm of my life has turned slower and slower compared to last time. What I have did in past few months were just some boring stuffs and etc(excluded yam-cha/movie sessions with my friends).

The fire inside my heart has been put off for a while now. Hopefully I'll get some sparks back after I started my further study in May. I will start to go to college on 7th of may in case you all want to know.

I have been looked at the sunset for few days and I totally love it. Opens up the window and let the wind blows through your face. It's refreshing and sensational. Isn't that an enjoyable moment?

Not forget to mention that I'm going to Taiwan this year for kai ye's annual company trip. My brother and his girlfriend are going along instead of my parent. Please, my class please don't clash with the trip.

That's all for now, I have to jump back to those paper works for the sake of my salary. Ciao.



*Darn it, the bloody hot weather makes me can't bersemangant at all. Holly crap, it's just an excuse for me to be lazy.

我现在...（文接以下）

身处于吉隆坡了。上星期五回去了关丹一趟，这星期三就回到了吉隆坡来。我在考完SPM后，在关丹与吉隆坡之间来来回回的，巴士我都已经坐腻了。但是，家，回了那么多次总感不足。

上一篇，表明了我需要大家于租房一事上的帮助。无论是真的有帮上忙、尝试帮忙或爱莫能助，大家的心意我是意识到的。所以，我必须郑重地感谢大家。谢谢。

经过了一连串数字的演算后，我在外生活的一切费用对家庭来说无疑是个极重的负担。因此，我摒弃了住在学院附近的生活，而选择居住在干妈家。这样一来，虽说带上许多器材用具上学是件麻烦事，但我始终只需付巴士费，吃住就免费心了。

再来，学费方面，我自然是需要贷款。除了PTPTN所能借到的一部分金费，也会从爸爸公积金那儿申请。手续繁多累人免提，服务处理冗慢也不在话下，但以可以解决学费这问题这方面来说，实在是太棒了!

其实， 我选择美术的那一刻起，各种压力的齿轮就开始咬合转动，无形中就存在着无名的枷锁套着我的双脚。当然，压力和枷锁的好朋友-问题与烦恼也不忘凑上几脚。不过，钥匙始终是在自己的手中，所以，我选择解开枷锁用双脚踏实地解决问题。

我最看不起的就是只会埋天怨地又自暴自弃的家伙。明明就是方法解决问题，但是却因一些琐碎的豆丁问题而放弃，还要给上一大堆的借口。

梦想不能只是纸上谈兵，而是必须实践。天时地利人和，就算都集合了，自己不踏出第一步，梦想只是放空时筑起的白日梦。所以说，把梦想实化成理想再达成目标的关键，是掌握于我们五指之中。

请大家往紧急出口迈进

来，大家请放慢脚步，鱼贯地往紧急出口迈进。

hann91@live.com.my

安全地离开事发现场有特定的指示动作。首先，开启和登录大家各自的msn。再来，按下新加朋友的icon，等待格子pop out。然后，按ctrl+c把上面的暗号copy下来，ctrl+v地paste在instant messaging address。对，也别忘了在group那儿，标上friends。

最后，轻轻地，click一下add contact。看，很容易吧。

其实，我说了霹雳吧啦多的废话，最终的目的就是有一事相求，希望大家能帮帮我。

小弟我，5月7日就即将开学了，就读于美术学院-The One Academy。但是，目前为止我都还未能找到居住的房子。我现在需要的是两间房间，一间single room或medium room，而另一间是尽量要master room让我的女性朋友居住(她希望拥有自己的洗手间)。前提是，我们想要的房间都是自个儿住的，不想要sharing。

如果排屋找不到，condominium也是可以，我本身也是开始着手找condo了。还不是因为打了好多通电话都找不到排屋的房子，执着也不是办法。

如果大家有什么消息，记得要通知我。小弟万分感谢，90度鞠躬。

Just grab the star

Yes, I'm doubting whether I have the talent or not.
Yes, there are a lot of people that more talented than me.
Yes, I cannot draw well.
Yes, others can draw better than me.
Yes, I don't have the basic of drawing.
Yes, I have never learn the skills of drawing from any teacher.

But,

who cares? At least, I don't care at all. =D

In my opinion, this is not a "I CAN OR CANNOT DO THIS" matter. It is a "I'M GOING OR NOT GOING TO DO IT" matter.

Since I have been given the chance, I just need to give it a damn try. Well, I can't deny that i will be needed to face some problems. But, what else i have to do beside solving them. :)

Actually, this post is dedicated to my friends or some random stranger who is facing hard time recently no matter in study or whatever problem. I'm such a optimism and lazy little boy which gonna reach 20 after two years..damn vivien, stop reminding me about this. I couldn't be bothered by such bitchy problem.

Pessimistic, please get your ass out of my friends' mind. There is no more place for you, they have already reserved all the space for me. My dear friends, right? I know "YES" is going to be the answer for the question. =D

Oh, the spring under the full moon is waiting for us.



Yea, today is my dear mummy's birthday. Mum, happy birthday and I do love you so much. (Yes, I have called my mum to wish her since I'm in KL currently and can't celebrate with her.)







P/S : Bibien, I did blog in english now!! Are you reading? You better did read it.
P/P/S : To others, please ignore my poor grammar. You can't see it. You can't see it. Did you saw something weird? Narh, sure you didn't. =D

我是财子，还是招财猫?

话说上个月，我因为需要领取SPM成绩而回到了关丹去。既然能回到关丹，当然就必须把握机会一直和朋友外出。在关丹，我和朋友不外都是出去喝茶而已，再不然就是来部电影，我们都不会去clubbing的。

怎知，就有这么一件事情发生了。

一天晚上，喝完茶回到了家，阿妈劈头来就一句：“你的干妈刚才有来电，她要骂你，你明天最好回电给她。”，然后就去教周公煮两手来让周婆感动。

从阿妈的表情神色来看，妈一定是知道我会被责骂的原因，但是又特地不告诉我，让我心思思。我们母子俩成天就是这样的，喜欢玩猜谜游戏，尤其是要我猜当晚煮的菜肴是啥。

隔天，我摇了一通电话给干妈，干妈劈头来就一句（果然是阿妈的妹妹，开口就劈头来，如果不是我受过阿妈的训练，一定招架不了）：“你啊，回去关丹把财都带走!还不快点给我回来吉隆坡!”我当场傻眼，脑袋整个给它空去，理不出一个头绪来。

原来，我回到了关丹后，干妈一个字都从未中过。（家里的亲戚成员都有买字的习惯，但也只是小小本怡情而已）她可说是从未也不可能在两个星期内未中过一个字的（我回关丹的时间就是这两个星期）。

干妈的手气和运气一向来都蛮好的，时不时都会中些字，赢少少钱。自从我新年时上到吉隆坡来住后，干妈也开始中比较多字了。今年拜拜时，庙师傅说我今年会有财气。而且，中的字都和我有关系的。

虽然，这听起来一点都不科学不现实，但是又不能不信邪喔。

我上星期回到了吉隆坡，干妈当晚就中字了喔!然后，到现在为止，每买一次字，都会中（有时中正字，有时中局部，但都是有钱拿的）。而且而且，中的字不外都 是我的身份证号码，电话号码，生日号码，就连报读The One Academy给报名费拿到的收据上的号码都可以中。你看，是不是很神奇呢。

现在，干妈就一直说要买PSP送我。因为她觉得我的生活没有啥娱乐，我喜欢的阅读习惯不被她当着是娱乐。不过，我觉得不需要这样破费，要买的话，就买读书需要的用具给我更实际。

到最后，问一句，你们信不信风水命理呢?






P/S : 我发现，我哥也应该是干妈的财子，哥那天叫干妈看金狮上写着的2882开了头奖。可惜，干妈买了一期没续期，所以没中。之前，只要哥有找干妈，干妈也是会中字的。

P/P/S ： 买字也纯属怡情，别以为我的家人嗜赌。