Thanks, Miss Guan

Raining. I was shocked when I heard the "BANG" as I step on the platform of the bus stop. That sound reminds me of the incident happened on my brother and the feeling appears again. My mind gone blank when I saw that was her car. I don't want that incident happens again and I can't afford to lose anyone from you guys. Luckily, she and the others are okay and he is there for her. Thanks God.

最真的我，最真的话

♥ Listening to : Say Yes If You Love Me - Acid House Kings

最近，除了上一次的鲤鱼+相机paper relief，我也鲜少把自己的作品放上来了。其实，在那过后也有弄另一个paper sculpture，但是我觉得是简单到不能见人，所以就只放在房角去。不过，今天就放上之前刚刚交上的History project吧。

这个project，基本上就是关于自己的portfolio，里面是有4张不同版本的自像画。概念是如此，至于主题是怎样就随己喜欢，自由发挥。我的封面，是有点敷衍了事。

这是我的第一幅，用传统的铅笔描述法所画出的自己。不苟言笑，是要带出我也是有认真的一面。为了画到不是在笑，就不小心把嘴巴画走样了一点。过分的是，他们竟然说我把自己画得稍微好看去了。明明就还不是一样。

这一幅画，是必须选出其中一个我们学过的美术流动来呈现自己的画像。在不是很明白下，我就选了expressionism，因为提倡的就是表达自己。一目了然，红红的鼻子就明喻着自己好像小丑般，在人前总是嘻嘻哈哈的，内心世界却不是每个人都懂。

最后一幅，是自由题材，也就是我们可以用自己喜欢的方式熟悉的上色发来完成。这幅画还真是多亏了chris的帮忙。这画代表着大我，我始终是一个开朗快乐的家伙。画中其实还有许多玄机的，不过，也不多说啦。呵呵。

4张中，有一张是照片，所以我就没有放出来了。反正，又不是没有看过我的照片。

现在，我正在做着一个自己还蛮喜欢的design project，概念是maximalism，而主题是街道。为了不想和同学做相同的街道加上我不是很了解这里的街道的文化，我选择了关丹的主街-咸鱼街。毕竟，关丹是我的家乡，文化方面还了解得还蛮深入的。结果，就在我一直找照片和research时，弄得我思乡想家，魂不守舍般的。我几时才能会到关丹去呢?

若现在问我，有啥事情让我开心吗。我会回答，有，而且是3件事情-与部落格的朋友（json和anson，加上我hanson，大家名字后面都是son呢 XD）一起吃晚餐，看了某人的部落和简单地过了平静的一天。其实，开心真的是莫过于最简单的事了。


For idiotic yongcheng low and stupid singwei wei,

What I have done is because I really think both of you are the perfect match and you are the best for each other. I'm happy now when seeing you two around like that. It's enough for me when both of you are happy, I'm glad it turned out in this way. It's not easy for me to let go and put down before this, okay~ So, both of you better appreciate each other more than anything. And, treat me good as well. XD Don't you dare sweet until forget my existence. Or else, I will bite you two. :)

Best wishes from moron han.

I'm your dad and I said SLOW DOWN

The week before was such a hectic week.

*Rushing in order to finish 4 portraits of myself in different way with 250 essay each portrait for the history mid-term project. Sleep like dead corpse afterward.
*Did a mock up which looks like a polystyrene rice box for packaging design project.
*Drew 3 thumbnails of maximalism+RGB concept+animal themed for computer graphic final project.
*Finish a figure and first body figure drawing after I overslept. Luckily lecturer didn't collect the sketchbook since mine is unfinished.
*Designed a whole set of lower case alphabet based on flower-theme in proper proportion which looks like banana skin and some say condom.

Overall, everything is still under control except for the submission of documents for PTPTN. It was such a mess. I only got to know that the officer will be here after two days on Wednesday. While, I don't have all the needed documents on my hand. After some hardship, I still didn't get the enough things needed. But, in the morning of Friday, i finally managed to get everything. The part that made me mad was I have to queue up from about 11am until 4pm to get the submission done. Somemore, the incharged department didn't tell us to be fully prepared. My friends and me were running around to get the documents we missed. Furthermore, the officers and some of the students were so annoying to piss people off. Luckily it ended up I passed. Otherwise...

Thus, I was extremely late for the Calligraphy class and i felt insanely exhausted. I decided not to go to the Halloween Night then. After i got some rest, we went for a movie-Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. Yea, that movie is quite amusing in my opinion. After the movie, I met one of my primary schoolmate and that day was her birthday! I got slight fever after the movie. Duh.

Now, I'm trying to get out of my safe territory and think out of the box in any aspect. Hopefully everything gonna be alright.

Starbucks is my another classroom.

Striked by lightning, BOOM

♥ Listening to : The Buil Up - King of Convenience



Due to the reason that I have to respect my friend, the another part of our story will be uploaded after some times.

Quite amount of things had happened recently. This made me upset for certain time. Luckily, friends are around by my side whenever, wherever, and whatever. A lot of thanks i want to say to them. And, I think you all knew that I am talking about you. Cheng is right. I can't take yang from you all that much.

Well, i did learn that smiling when u are sad is actually quite simple. Just with few steps or actions then it will works. Credit goes to 鸡鸡 who can make me smile that easily. As he said, one more minute you feel happy, one minute less you feel sad. Hey 鸡鸡, you should apply them on yourself as well. Cheer up ya.

Thinking of the way to reduce stress, maybe i should go for some shopping. Loads of stuff are in my current wishlist. But narh, i don't have that much of money to be wasted just like that. Delicious meal or Starbucks would be okay and satisfy me.

Simplicity is just the most basic keynote to make your life great. *wink*

Benny's bed is just too comfortable for me to resist! Paiseh..

琉璃的決堤

赤裸，我这次还真是完全褪下衣裳，没有再遮掩。幾回，在星巴克，或是能獨處的地方，我們是那樣坦蕩蕩地交心。心門敞開，不保留，還真是我的第一次嘗試。

真心的朋友，我終於認知了。

其實，我們倆都不曾讓任何人突破自己的最低防線。不曉得為何，我們卻好像對方心房的鑰匙，一道一道門打開，一步一步跨進去。

在結識後，伏線早已被埋下了。一件比“那年我們一起追的女孩更拉風的事件”，引發了一切的延續發展。

一开始述说，他是打从心底地厌恶我，全只因以前有个样貌声线都与我相似的跟k可恶屁虫环绕着他的生活。话说，第一次被design老师配对来画画时，我仍记得他那超拽的样子-何时何刻和我说话都不对上眼神。上CG课时，他心里还因为我的声音而想捉我起来赏巴。

不过，在第一次和他还有其他组员出购材料的那一次，我想，他应该已经察觉到我其实并不是那么的讨人厌。

之后，我们的接触也随着课堂而增加，朋友的关系也愈来愈浓厚。

有那么两次，我们还有几位朋友到了patrick家做功课。第一次，他竟然被一个电脑游戏吸引而懒惰画所需的格子，结果，他们就复印我画好的来使用。然后，那也是我第一次到他家去续摊做功课。第二次，大概也是我们这一伙，到了Pyramid内去购买collage的材料。哈哈，这一次，我从他的身上学到了所谓的“聪明”购物法。

有那么一次，我经历着在学院的低潮期，就那么刚巧，让他知道。多谢了他的开导，糟糕的想法一一被驱走。

在我真正认识了lomo后，他也投于兴趣，自然而然，我们开始探讨lomo摄影。现在，也还引起了更多人的参与。

一个周末吃粥下午的前一晚，他问了我，是否要和他一起去到新加坡参观盛大的玩具漫画展。两人旅行正是个能更深入认识的机会。可是，我懂他是个意见与想法不合就会疏远你得人，深怕这段友情就因为这次的旅行而断绝。所以，我只好婉拒了。

其实，认真地算一算，我以前5年的朋友和我都可能没有经历过如此的如此交扣的生活。

我们之间还有许多蛮相像的共同点-家里有着一辆我们出世时购买的Honda Accord，用着的同一系列斜背包都是朋友送的，背包和ATM卡都是同样颜色，橱柜里都是白T居多，一起喜欢着Retro的题材，目睹与经历过朋友友情上的纷争，同样很早就开始把心中的钥匙暗地里交给对方。就算到了现在，我们甚至...

待续..